When we Christians behave badly, or fail to behave well, we are making Christianity unbelievable to the outside world
C. S. LewisThe real test of being in the presence of God is, that you either forget about yourself altogether or see yourself as a small, dirty object.
C. S. LewisBut suppose you struggle through to the good and find that it also is dreadful? How if food itself turns out to be the very thing you can't eat, and home the very place you can't live, and your very comforter the person who makes you uncomfortable? Then, indeed, there is no rescue possible: the last card has been played.
C. S. Lewis