Summoned or not, the god will come.
The least of things with a meaning is worth more in life than the greatest of things without it.
In all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order.
We don't get wounded alone and we don't heal alone.
Follow that will and that way which experience confirms to be your own.
Insight that dawns slowly seems to me to have more lasting effects than a fitful idealism, which is unlikely to hold out for long.