In the end that was the choice you made, and it doesn't matter how hard it was to make it. It matters that you did.
Cassandra ClareClary closed her eyes. Remembering the way Jace had looked at her the night she'd freed Ithuriel, she couldn't help but imagine the way he'd look at her now if he saw her trying to lie down to die on the sand beside him. He wouldn't be touched, wouldn't think it was a beautiful gesture. He'd be angry at her for giving up. He'd be so--disappointed.
Cassandra ClareJace knew he was being cruel, and he barely cared. Hurting people he loved was almost as good as hurting himself when he was in this kind of mood.
Cassandra ClareAlec would have said he could have benefited from a bit more in the way of constructive cowardice.
Cassandra Clare