Alec would have said he could have benefited from a bit more in the way of constructive cowardice.
Cassandra ClareYou disappear so completely into your head sometimes," he said. "I wish I could follow you.
Cassandra ClareYou know what I am." The words breathed out in an auguished whisper. "I'm part demon, Clary. Part demon. You understood that much, didn't you?" His eyes bored into her like drills. "You saw what Valentine was trying to do. He used demon blood-used it on me before I was even born. I'm part monster. Part everthing I've tried so hard to burn out, to destroy.
Cassandra Clare