I'm not perfect, but I know when I start to do something, I don't like to not finish.
When I look back, I'm glad I grew up in a small town. There, it's just you, your family and whatever you make of it.
When you're a little kid, you want the ball. You don't want to play defense. When you get the ball, basically you can do whatever you want.
This is a business, and I'll deal with it when it comes. If it comes, it comes.
Time heals all things.
You got to be real with yourself and not just let yourself pass on things that tend to become a bad habit. Make sure you stay on top of practicing well and preparing the way you always do.