if it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don't do it. unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don't do it.
and love is a word used too much and much too soon.
"Baby," I said. "I'm a genius but nobody knows it but me."
I wanted the whole world or nothing.
Can you remember who you were, before the world told you who you should be?
Lighting new cigarettes, pouring more drinks. It has been a beautiful fight. Still is.