I wish to weep but sorrow is stupid. I wish to believe but belief is a graveyard.

Basically, that's why I wrote: to save my ass, to save my ass from the madhouse, from the streets, from myself.

I don't know if this is true to you but for me sometimes it gets so bad that anything else say like looking at a bird on an overhead power line seems as great as a Beethoven symphony. then you forget it and you're back again.

pain is absurd because it exists, nothing more.

I never understood society. i undersand that it works somehow and that it functions as a reality and that its realities are necessary to keep us from worse realities. but all i sense are that are plenty of police and jails and judges and laws and that what is meant to protect me is breaking me down.

If you are going to try, go all the way or don't even start. If you follow it you will be alive with the gods. It is the only good fight there is.

you fall into the mirror, come through the other side staring at a lightbulb.