To experience real agony is something hard to write about, impossible to understand while it grips you; you're frightened out of your wits, canโt sit still, move, or even go decently insane.
Charles BukowskiOnce a woman turns against you, forget it. They can love you, then something turns in them. They can watch you dying in a gutter, run over by a car, and they'll spit on you.
Charles Bukowski