That's your response to everything: drink?" "No, that's my response to nothing.

Sometimes I get too exhausted to even feel bad

If something burns your soul with purpose and desire, it’s your duty to be reduced to ashes by it. Any other form of existence will be yet another dull book in the library of life.

some moments are nice, some are nicer, some are even worth writing about.

There will always be something to ruin our lives, it all depends on what or which finds us first. We are always ripe and ready to be taken.

terror finally becomes almost bearable but never quite terror creeps like a cat crawls like a cat across my mind

I went to the worst of bars hoping to get killed but all I could do was to get drunk again.