My rest might have been blissful enough, only a sad heart broke it.
I mean that I value vision, and dread being struck stone blind.
Reader, I married him.
If life be a war, it seemed my destiny to conduct it single-handed.
He is not to them what he is to me.
I could not answer the ceaseless inward question-why I thus suffered; now, at the distance of-I will not say how many years, I see it clearly.