I hate my body Hate what it remembers. Hate what it let him do.

In Maybe I Will, Laurie Gray writes about important topics that teens need to talk about, including sexual assault, friendship, and alcoholism or self-destructive behaviors that result from trauma. Maybe I Will may help some teens know they're not alone.

If I don’t do what feels right to me, what I need and want to do, then am I really living?

My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They're part of my history that'll always be there.

I think you've got to get out whatever's hurting you through your art, so it doesn't twist you up inside.

Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all. My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They're part of my history that'll always be there.

The lack of human voices really gets to me. I never realized that we need to talk with other people just to know that we exist. That we matter. Loneliness is a howling, empty cavern inside of me that just keeps growing.