I never found anyone who was good enough, who I could trust enough.
Discretion is the polite word for hypocrisy.
However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it.
I like to think that people live on in other people's memories.
I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.
I'm terrified of men these days. If someone asked me out now, I don't know what I'd say, how I'd react. But I couldn't go through with it, not at all. I suppose I've been terrified of them all along.