Are you asking if I ever spied on you while you were taking a shower?
Truly it it not the tragedies that destroy us, but the memories of them.
God is God. His name doesn't matter.
Enjoy your life. No curse hangs over you, nor did it ever. No devil chases after your soul. Sing and dance and be merry.
The truth is always simpler than you can imagine.
The best art always comes unbidden.