The late hour is such a friend; it has been for so many years. There is not a soul around as I carry Riley downstairs and dump him in my trunk. It is good, for I am not in the mood to kill again, and murder, for me, is very much tied to my mood, like making love. Even when it is necessary.
Christopher PikeIt doesn't matter. You are what you are. I am what I am. We are the same-when you take the time to remember me.
Christopher PikeIn that moment, there was no place for doubt. I was sitting with the supreme being. I had always sat beside her. She was inside of me.
Christopher PikeThey are so busy, Julia, trying to help the world that they've forgotten how to help themselves. They've forgotten how to be happy, and it is a happy man or woman who helps the world most.
Christopher PikeWhy am I talking about all this? Who am I talking to? I send out these words, these thoughts, simply because it is time. Time for what, I do not know and it does not matter because it is what I want and that is always reason enough for me.
Christopher PikeAs to bloodโah, blood, the whole subject fascinates me. I do like that as well, warm and dripping, when I am thirsty. And I am often thirsty.
Christopher PikeBut I wasn't a bad girl. I don't want to be forgotten. I want people to remember me.
Christopher PikeThat is the mysterious thing about tragedy- it often strikes at the happiest moment.
Christopher PikePower, wealth and immortality--they don't bring happiness. You will never know what the word means.
Christopher PikeI wanted you to thank you for being my friend and letting me play a part in your story.
Christopher PikeThey are all I have leftโthe stars and the memory of the many times I wished upon them. But with all those wishes, I asked for only one thing. To see him again. But I will not see him again. I do not see him now.
Christopher PikeDon't simply knock and wait for the door to be opened. Go look for the keys. Some fit the lock better than others.
Christopher PikeI turned to look into his face one last time. It was as if I could see the whole universe in his eyes. Maybe he was God, maybe he was simply enlightened. I didn't care right then, in that blessed moment, I just loved him. Later, though, the love was to turn to hate, to fear. They seemed so opposite, the feelings, yet they were all one note on his flute.
Christopher PikeMortals have always exaggerated the difference between hate and love. Both come from the heart. You can never hate strongly unless you have loved strongly.
Christopher PikeHow do I explain a life that has lasted for billions of years? It is almost as if I must start with an apology for being alive when everyone I once knew is dead.
Christopher PikeYou search endlessly for permanent happiness in a world where nothing is permanent.
Christopher PikeDeath never comes at the right time, despite what mortals believe. Death always comes like a thief.
Christopher PikeThe seconds tick. They always do. The power of an entire sun cannot stop them even for a moment, and so death comes between the moments, like a thief of light in the dark.
Christopher PikeDive deep into the ocean, Sita, and you will find that the greatest treasures you find are the illusions you leave behind.
Christopher PikeRelationships are mysterious. We doubt the positive qualities in others, seldom the negative. You will say to your partner: do you really love me? Are you sure you love me? You will ask this a dozen times and drive the person nuts. But you never ask: are you really mad at me? Are you sure youโre angry? When someone is angry, you donโt doubt it for a moment. Yet the reverse should be true. We should doubt the negative in life, and have faith in the positive.
Christopher PikeThe physics are simple in theory, but in practice they are filled with the possibility for limitless error.
Christopher PikeHe cries. 'Please! I don't want to die.' I lean over. My hair smothers him. 'Then you should never have been born,' I say.
Christopher PikeWe're not gods, Julia. We're helpers. That's all. People have called us terrible things in the past. But that was only because they didn't understand us. That understanding is for the future, a time not long from now. You may live to see it. Then perhaps you can work openly, but for now, keep your gifts to yourself. Never flaunt your abilities. Never think you hold the power of life and death. Only God has that power. When it's a person's time, nothing can save them.
Christopher PikeHow much modern civilization has lost, I think, when they lost the awareness of the billions of stars overhead.
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