Your heart is my piรฑata.
You can spend your whole life building a wall of facts between you and anything real.
What you have to understand, is your father was your model for God.
History is nothing except monsters or victims. Or witnesses.
Emotionally, in our minds, we get so filled with resentments where we've got a story about absolutely everything.
Your past is just a story. And once you realize this it has no power over you.