My mom would have killed me before, but I'm an adult woman now, and I'm ready to show the world that you can have it all at 40 - be fabulous, 40, and pose for Playboy.

Having inner beauty is something you develop on your own, and I like to think I have that.

When you're modeling you're actually acting for the camera and the photographer. It's more fun, too because there are no lines to memorize.

The more I learn and read about the 10th Muse i realize what a great fan base and cult following she has. I'm going to try to live up to the fantastic image of the 10th Muse!

You check the pregnancy test every month, and when it comes up negative it can start to wear on you

Being on the cover of a magazine with my son is the best thing ever. It took me 18 years to get my first cover, he gets one at 8 months.

I really did put up all my wedding pictures on my website. And I swear to you, my wedding pictures got downloaded just as much as my bikini pictures.