That's what sons do: write to their mothers about recall, tell themselves about the past until they come to realize that they are the past.
Colum McCannWe seldom know what we're hearing when we hear something for the first time, but one thing is certain: we hear it as we will never hear it again. We return to the moment to experience it, I suppose, but we can never really find it, only its memory, the faintest imprint of what really was, what it meant.
Colum McCann