For eight-and-a-half years, I was just watching movies, and just staying in bed and just eating food and just, you know, being just miserable.

But one led to two, two led to four, four led to eight, until at the end it was about 85 a day - the doctors could not believe I was taking that much. And that was just the valium - I'm not talking about the other pills I went through.

Stuff happens when you are a kid, it scars you inside for life.

I'm trying to get in the habit of, you know, picking up a book and learning how to write my feelings down, not my feelings but my thoughts, about things, and hopefully I'll moving toward the writing and directing thing soon.

I think I have an addiction to pretty much everything. I mean, I have to be very careful with myself as far as that goes, which is why I have a support group around me consistently.

I started on the downers which were a hell of a lot better than the uppers because I was a nervous wreck.

I've gotten to work with some great people. I've been really lucky.