And so I think I got married because I thought that a ring would lock that love in forever, because it's very scary when it is just your feelings holding you together

You need to understand that truth is stranger than fiction. Listen: people are willing to swallow any old tripe as long as you say it without flinching. They want to be told stuff. And they don't want to doubt you either. It's too hard.

Well, see, I think it's that most people don't like that lonely feeling. People don't like looking up and feeling small or lost. That's what I think prayer is all about. It doesn't matter which stories they believe in, they're all doing the same thing, kind of casting a line out to outer space, like there's something out there to connect to. It's like people make themselves part of something bigger that way, and maybe it makes them less afraid.

My point is this: the more you have to lose, the braver you are for standing up.

Still, there is something emboldening about being awake when the rest of the world is sleeping. Like I know something they don't.

How strange and abandoned and unsettled I am. Like a snowdome paper weight that's been shaken. There's a blizzard in my bubble. Everything in my world that was steady and sure and sturdy has been shaken out of place, and it's now drifting and swirling back down in a confetti of debris. (p30)

Life might be easier if you give in a little, but it's better if you hold onto something so hard you can't give it up.