When you say you are a gamer and you are a celebrity or a former celebrity there's a grain of salt that everybody takes that with.

I care what people think, but that doesn't change what I say. I am who I am.

I had the perfect job for a gamer. From February to October, I'd get up at 7 in the morning with nothing to do but play games until I had to be at the park around 1 or 2 o'clock. When I got back after the game, I played until 3 or 4 in the morning.

I played on teams with 24 guys pulling the rope one way and one guy pulling the other. I've seen how destructive it can be. I tell them, 'If 13 of you are insanely successful and one fails, we all lose.'

War is by no means something glamorous, and I don't think that should ever be forgotten.

I'd like to think I did well. I'd like to think that, if I had a must-win game, the guys I played with would want me to have the ball. But no, I don't think I deserve to be in the Hall of Fame.

I am human, when people write bad stuff about me it bothers me, but I know that will never end.