Short of baseball and my family, it was gaming. And gaming is a $20-million to $200-million multi-year effort. It's an insane, stupid and utterly irresponsible act. But I did it.

I'm a very routine-oriented guy.

I'm a good person. I don't wish hateful things on people. I don't hate anybody. I know that I treat people right.

I've always wanted to be the best in the world as a baseball player, so when I started to think about opening a business, it was with that mindset.

More often than not, what you open, unwrap and install on your hard drive is not what you were told you were getting.

I had the perfect job for a gamer. From February to October, I'd get up at 7 in the morning with nothing to do but play games until I had to be at the park around 1 or 2 o'clock. When I got back after the game, I played until 3 or 4 in the morning.

In baseball, I was always in control of everything until I let the ball go.