I never really paid attention to sales until the second record.
I don't know if sitting home everyday is normal, but that's what I do.
There's an inherent thing in me where, if things are going too smooth, I'll sabotage the hell out of them, just to make the music more of a sanctuary.
I am doing everything humanly possible to try and get well, but lately things have just kept getting worse.
None of us are really dumb and none of us are really smart. We're in the middle.
I know if I don't tour people will forget the record and you run a high risk of the record failing.