I start sweating and shaking and having panic attacks if I am not at home.

I am very scared of being outside my home for long periods of time.

There are a lot of wankers, and a lot of people who think they are really hardcore and cool but they're not.

I am doing everything humanly possible to try and get well, but lately things have just kept getting worse.

You say that money isn't everything, well I'd like to see you live without it.

I think I definitely got scared by the second or third time a doctor told me I was dying.

I would stay in bed and get an extra 10 minutes sleep