I sucked blood from one of my best friends

No. You know this is wrong and you want to feel better about it. You don't want to admit your as ruthless and monstrous as the demons you claim to hate.

A little knowledge is a dangerous thing." - Harkat Mulds (Hunters of the Dusk)

You do not have to be alone. The world never inflicts loneliness upon us. That is something we choose or reject by ourselves.

If I'd known how wrong I was - if I'd had any idea of the awful night that lay ahead - I'd have run after him and never returned to that disgusting circus of blood, that revolting circus of death.

One of the things is that in times of severe disorder, you can't worry about the dead, only the living.

We all make basic assumptions about things in life, but sometimes those assumptions are WRONG. We must never trust in what we assume, only in what we KNOW.