You didn't want to die. Most mortals don't, even if they find themselves in as desolate and soul-destroying a spot as you. Almost all of those who take their own lives wish at the last moment that they hadn't. They see at the end how much they've given up, how precious life is, even when it's treated them like dirt and crushed their dreams. Many think they've passed beyond hope, but they never really have, not until they pass beyond life itself. Alas, that knowledge comes too late for most would-be-suicides and they die with regret. Very few are offered the chance that you have been handed.

I know who the demon thief is - it's me!

but you were a fool to bring that pider into this house

The moon's a powerful mistress. She can reach through any wall or covering and work her wicked charms.

The hands of Fate keep time on a heart-shaped watch." - Harkat Mulds(The Trials of Death)

When it comes to impending, unavoidable extinction, ignorance is bliss.

You stole from a member of the undead