All of those measures of relationships that you have in your life help feed your and inform your ability to act.
Really the only person that can let you down is yourself.
We do have to be a witness to our art.
If you don't have self love you can never find it outside of yourself.
I love weird man, when you get to do something that you don't necessarily get to do in real life, play characters that are a little bit outlandish.
We all do grow as humans.