no matter how happy we are, no matter how much we want our night to stretch out infinitely, sleep is inevitable.
David LevithanI asked you what you wanted and you said you didn't want anything. And I told you I wasn't planning on giving you anything; I was planning on giving you something.
David LevithanThat's the question, isn't it?" you said one night. "Does death bring freedom, or is it the end of freedom?
David LevithanThere are times when I worry that I've already lost myself. That is, that my self is so inseparable from being with you that if we were to separate, I would no longer be. I save this thought for when I feel the darkest discontent. I never meant to depend so much on someone else.
David LevithanI just needed to realize that style was like personality - it didn't always have to be consistent; it just had to be something you lived with.
David Levithanincessant adj. The doubts. You had to save me from my constant doubts. That deep-seeded feeling that I wasn't good enough for anything I was a fake at my job I wasn't your equal my friends would forget me if I moved away for a month. It wasn't as easy as hearing voices nobody was telling me this. It was just something I knew. Everyone else was playing along but I was sure that one day they would all stop.
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