It will affect me in ways I can't even begin to get my mind around. This day is a dark crater. There is no room for songs. The songs are wrong. Every song is wrong. And I don't know what to do without music.

When you need to hold onto something, you should. Whatever gets you through, take it.

He was my first boyfriend, and I made him my everything - he was my new life, my new love, my new compass point. I guess that's the danger with firsts - you lose all sense of proportion.

only adj. thats the dilemma isn't it? when you're single, there's the sadness and joy of only me. And when you're paired, there's the sadness and joy of only you.

But the thing about a cry for help is that someone else needs to be around to hear it.

Let’s make plans,” I ventured. And Sofia smiled and said, “No, let’s leave it to chance.

Because when something happens, she's the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love.