There are times when I worry that I've already lost myself. That is, that my self is so inseparable from being with you that if we were to separate, I would no longer be. I save this thought for when I feel the darkest discontent. I never meant to depend so much on someone else.
David LevithanI was starting to think I was making up memories, just to have answers. Our brain does that sometimes. Or at least mine does.
David LevithanIt is very hard to stay alive just for your own sake. It is very hard to stare into day after day without another familiar face staring back. It turns your heart into a purposeless muscle.
David LevithanI still don’t know if this is a good quality or a bad one, to be able to be in the moment and then step out of it.
David LevithanMy pride shut me up, my hurt shut me down, and together they ganged up on my hope and let her get away.
David LevithanDanger comes in many forms, I suppose. For some people, it might be jumping off a bridge or climbing impossible moutains. For others, it could be a tawdry love affair or telling off a mean-looking bus driver because he doesn't like to stop for noisy teenagers. It could be cheating at cards or eating a peanut even though you're allergic. For me, danger might be getting out from the protective cloak of my family and venturing into the world more of my own, even though I don't know what- or who- awaits me.
David Levithan