You say you're 'depressed' - all i see is resilience. You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn't mean you're defective - it just means you're human.
...now I'm a spent firework; but at least I've been a firework.
I can write pretty much anywhere.
What is any ocean but a multitude of drops?
The act of memory is an act of ghostwriting.
I'm not from a milieu where high-register language or philosophical ideas were welcome.