The hopeful part about that is when you do have that help, you will feel better. It still doesn't make this easy. Nothing makes this easy, but you can make better decisions.

How innocent we are of our mistakes and how we responsible we are for them.

Through Nic's drug addiction, I have learned that parents can bear almost anything....I shock myself with my ability to rationalize and tolerate things once unthinkable. The rationalizations escalate....It's only marijuana. He gets high only on weekends. At least he's not using hard drugs.

How can both Nics, the loving and considerate and generous one, and the self-obsessed and self-destructive one, be the same person?

We deny the severity of our loved one's problem not because we are naive, but because we can't know.

Here's a note to the parents of addicted children: Choose your music carefully...There are millions of treacherous moments.

If you subscribe to the idea that #‎ addiction is a disease, it is startling to see how many of these children - paranoid, anxious, bruised, tremulous, withered, in some cases psychotic - are seriously ill, slowly dying. We'd never allow such a scene if these kids had any other disease. They would be in a hospital, not on the streets.