And I have to work so hard at talking positively to myself. If I don't, it's just real hard to get through the day, and I'll get really down, and just want to cry. My whole body language changes. I get more slumped over.

And sometimes, when you feel low on yourself, that's just when you have to go out there and be photographed or do a scene where you're hot stuff. You're always working on it.

And we live in a French Quarter a lot of the time, in New Orleans. And the camaraderie of everybody there. Everybody takes care of each other.

Youre supposed to remember, and still forgive.

I loved living in London, and I didn't want to leave.

But I thought, I've just got to check out Hollywood, so I sent out pictures and resumes.

I wanted to be an actress, and I wanted to be a model.