My aim is to play as many games as possible and to go out and be one of the 11 players again.

I just wanted to get back to playing attacking football after my time in Italy. It was a little difficult at first but the atmosphere and the fans were just fantastic.

When you beat a team so often - especially like this season when Chelsea had already lost three times to us - you know people expect you to do it again. But you also know they're going to be even more motivated to finally win.

It will be a hard game if you think about winning a championship. We need to think about our own game at the moment and focus on getting good results especially over the Christmas period.

I've never seen myself as a manager. As a manager, you have to put all your time into the job, and that would be difficult for me.

In Holland and Spain and France, where so many of us come from, people aren't interested in the sex lives of their players. We don't hear these stories - even in Italy where the media is right on top of football.

Playing football was like being trapped in a rhythm, and my whole career was like that. You have very little time to switch off.