I just don't understand why the idea of the universe creating itself is a rational one

Very rarely do people make big compromises with their integrity. Almost every compromise is a small one that is easily justified. The downhill slide is usually a result of many little compromises.

You will be a happier person if you don't do what you want to do, most of the time

Given the religious nature and the emotional power of Leftist values, Jews and Christians on the Left often derive their values from the Left more than from their religion.

Where are the vehicles to character development in secular society?

In a lifetime of observing and participating in political debate, I have seen a lot of meanness.

Ever notice, the ones who deny the holocaust are usually the same ones who want to repeat it?