After all, didnt I blow a magnificent career?

I went to a Gestalt therapist and said that I want to be able to at least tell my muscles that aren't involved that they don't have to go into spasms too.

Every time I listened to Lux Radio Theatre, I wanted to vomit.

You'd go in, read the script once for timing and then you would sit around and play games. The sound effects people would come in and we would do a dress rehearsal so they could get the effects and the music cues in place. Then you would wait until you went on the air.

I took pain pills to get to sleep because I didn't want to go to work the next day exhausted.

After all, didnt I blow a magnificent career?

I had done my first picture and I didn't have anything to do for awhile. I was asked to come back to New York and do Bus Stop in the role of the cowboy opposite Kim Stanley.