I want to be a traveling circus in that big-league uniform, like everybody else.

I know about having days off. They can be helpful sometimes, especially late in the year. It's just key to go out there and establish early, especially in this park where they can put up some crooked numbers early.

I feel I let my team down today. My heart is bleeding for everybody else. I felt like I should have gotten it done today. That's how it is. Sometimes you do, sometimes you don't.

I love what I do. I'm appreciative and I'm still competitive. I still love baseball, but it doesn't consume me. If I can't do it anymore, then I go home and do something else. It's not the end of the world. It's just the end of your career.

Win or lose, I've been fortunate to be able to pitch deep enough into games to get decisions.

I'm not a conventional guy. I've never been a conventional guy.

I want to be a traveling circus in that big-league uniform, like everybody else.