Share too much and someone can hurt you.
I was in charge. Of it all. All the time. For ever.
Far too many people opened their hearts and lives at the drop of a hat. Why give someone that power over you? Why endow them with the ability to hurt you that much? Let someone in and you were asking for an emotional kicking some day.
I don't want to rely on something that could be taken away at some point.
Christmas is a time for families.
Crying was an acceptable outlet, even if it made you feel raw and empty inside, it was still better than that build up of resentment that grew from not letting your emotions out. - My Bestfriend's Girl -