I don't want to rely on something that could be taken away at some point.

He just hijacks me. I love him. And I won't be able to give anyone a real chance until that's over.

That's what came from having romance in your soul. You believe in things like love at first sight and perfect presents.

I never trusted any man not to find someone else; to stay with me if he had another option. to not find something in me that would have him heading for the hills. that was the other reason for not thinking long-term- when someone walked out, as they invairiably did, it wasn't too big a shock. a disappointment but nothing, I hadn't been expecting.

My belief in God is personal, I do not need to browbeat anyone into agreeing with me, because I believe what I believe and I try to live by it. My belief in God is about trying to be the best person I can be in this life.

Crying was an acceptable outlet, even if it made you feel raw and empty inside, it was still better than that build up of resentment that grew from not letting your emotions out. - My Bestfriend's Girl -

It's the ones you love the most who can lift you in an instant, and destroy you without trying.