When I went back to Shea last year it really hit me how much the fans care for me, it still gives me goose bumps. I want to do the right thing for them and my family.

I've done enough wrong on my own, I don't want to get blamed for something I didn't do.

My father helped me become a ballplayer and take the good with the bad.

The day I pitched, I would drink either 'cause I was celebrating or I lost and couldn't sleep.

Plus, when you get in tough situations, like the bases loaded and nobody out, you never give in.

I love the fans and I appreciate how much they care for me.

I don't feel any pressure. I just try to stay calm, follow my game plan, and try not to get overthrown.