The toughest part for me is the city - the people. They've got burgers named after me in Orlando, they've got a Web site saying, "Please stay." I love the people in the city. I've literally sat on the bench with a towel on my head crying, because I feel the passion in the stands.

I didn't try to cry my way out of Orlando. That was never my intention, or not what I did at all. And I understand everybody thought it was that way because of what was being put out there.

You really can't please people. I know everybody's attention is on what I'm doing on the floor.

I was supposed to be in the NBA. I was supposed to travel the world and make the world a better place.

I want to be held accountable. I want my teammates and my coaches to push me to be the best that I can be.

I know who I am and what kind of teammate I've always been.

A lot of times when I'm in the gym, I might not have that energy but I realize what I'm doing it for and it gives me the strength to do one more extra rep, to do one more set or to push even harder, and to not let whatever obstacle is in front of me stop me from reaching my goal.