Either the memory of past bliss is the anguish of to-day; or the agonies which are have their origins in ecstasies which might have been.
Edgar Allan PoeAnd the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me โ filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door โ Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; โ This it is, and nothing more.
Edgar Allan PoeSometimes Iโm terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts.
Edgar Allan Poe