Traveling-to-a-place energy and living-in-a-place energy are two fundamentally different energies

That's just your ego, trying to make sure it stays in charge. This is what ego does. It keeps you feeling separate, keeps you with a sense of duality, tries to convince you that you're flawed and broken and alone instead of whole.

You can butcher the sheep only once. But if you are careful, you can shear the sheep every year.

he was still my romantic hero and I was still his living dream

I am not an expert at praying, as you know. But can you please help me? I am in desperate need of help. I don't know what to do. I need an answer. Please tell me what to do.

meditation vs prayer = listening vs talking

eventually, everything goes away.