I felt nothing all the time, and it had started to feel normal. It should have scared me, but it didn't.

I wants us to be real. I want to be just you and me. - Ryan

Like a heart, and I wish mine wasn't beating.

The thing is, that world doesn't exist. All growing up means is that your realize no one will come along to fix things. No one will come along to save you.

And you… do you know what you are?” “Stupid?” “Beautiful,” he says, his face turning red.

Imagine a guy. He’s a little taller than you, with perfect skin, skin that just screams “touch me!” and dark hair and gorgeous blue eyes and he looks so sweet and he is sweet. And then have him blush a little.

I'd forgotten how much feelings hurt.