Like a heart, and I wish mine wasn't beating.

I didn't feel anything watching him go. I didn't even wish I did.

love is...you get confused and you do stuff you don't mean to do-and you just-you hate yourself and sometimes you don't even want to love the person you do because it would be so much easier if you didn't.But you just-you just do.

I heard how people sounded when their dreams were shattered, when their lives were turned into a waking nightmare.

I always wanted to be grown up. When I was little I couldn’t wait to be a teenager and go to high school. When I got there I wanted to be done with it, wanted to get out into the world, the real one, and live in it. The thing is, that world doesn’t exist. All growing up means is that you realize no one will come along to fix things. No one will come along to save you.

Like a heart, and I wish mine wasn't beating.

I think...I think sometimes that's how it is. Sometimes people have to go before you get stuff. Before you can really get it.