I wanted so much to forget the past, but it wouldn't go away, it hung around like an open wound that refused to scar over, an open window that no amount of muscle could shut.

There is a classic moment in ‘The Sun Also Rises’ when someone asks Mike Campbell how he went bankrupt, and all he can say in response is, “Gradually and then suddenly.” When someone asks how I lost my mind, that’s all I can say too.

Pick a man, any man. Every guy I fall for becomes Jesus Christ within the first twenty four hours.

My God, I could raise a family of six children and hold down a full-time job with all the energy I expend on depression!

In a typical mental health catch-22, the alienating nature of depression tends to keep its sufferers from finding their way to the very support groups that might help them.

And I want out of this life on drugs.

I dont know if im running because i'm scared or if i'm scared because i'm running.