Only by confronting your demons can you ever hope to conquer them.

HAPPY EVER AFTER is a concept I'll never believe in. I would be content to sample some little taste of happiness today, tonight, right now. Though I know without a doubt that tomorrow will come saturated with pain. Life is like that. At least my life. And honestly, I cant think of anyone whose life is any different. The price tag for joy is misery. [...]

In control. Out of control. Sometimes they're the same thing. The trick is knowing that, realizing it's okay to feel out of control once in a while, as long as you're sure you can regain the upper hand when you absolutely need to.

I am different. And I don't understand exactly how. And I don't understand just why.

I'm in love. And I like how that feels. And I hate how that feels. Because love is an invention of fiction writers.

I love you so much when i see you i get butterflies

But then, my entire life is bullshit. The best things in it have vanished, ghosts. Ghosts I'll admit I created.