Forever has no meaning when you're living in the moment. I wasn't ready for that moment to end.

Even without them touching me, I feel dirty about what I do. Alex does even filthier things but says it all washes off with soap. I don’t believe that. I think it all leaves stains. Indelible stains.

My happiest memories have no place in the past; they are those I have yet to create.

The universe is a big place. If I was lost up there, how would you ever find me

But then, my entire life is bullshit. The best things in it have vanished, ghosts. Ghosts I'll admit I created.

Freedom is a double-edged ideal, because true freedom comes without the protection of laws that also enslave us by defining us--female, male; Christian, Islamic; good, evil. All at the whim of a frail minority.

Then I said it. He said it too. I love you. And everything that went before meant nothing.