Fake Is that what you are if you choose to improve the basic not perfect you?

Easier, sometimes, to gulp down giant spoonfuls of uncertainty than it is to swallow throat-clogging capsules of what really is.

Home ...Home. ...the word, ...has ...no ...meaning

Always before, I just said no, left it solidly there. I waver now. I want to share everything with him. Want to know what he knows, feel what he feels, share the same space he's in.

God i've missed you. I can't wait to give you your present. He kisses me hotter this time, and beneath me, through his denim and mine. I can feel the promise of his Christmas gift soon to come.

It's just so hard to feel good, you know?

Possibilities ...in the closet ...itching ...to break out ...but afraid of ...the fallout