I still care for you, you know.. That phrase again. Everyone cares for me. They just don't know how to love me.

Except when it comes to Mom. She is, and always has been, the driving force in this family. And sometimes that means driving us head-on, no possible change of course, into a wall.

I want the part of you that you refuse to give.

Death Is only the easy way out if you are the one who dies.

Think long and hard before offering your heart to someone who can only accept it part-time

So when he asked about getting high, I didn't think, I agreed. We smoked some good California green. Took three tries to put me in the place he said I should be.

And this is a kiss like none before, a kiss that could overcome the dark of deep space night. It's a falling star, flame, ice. It's pure as water from a snow-fed mountain spring. This is what you dream a kiss to be. To have a kiss just like this each and every day! How satisfying life would be.