Heart Breaking, I think that if Dad, staring down the sight of a 10mm, would only tell me he loves me, I could easily change my mind... ...but he won't.

Words have power. The power to soothe. The power to skewer someone through the heart. The power to render someone speechless.

When you love someone, you don't want to hurt them, even if they deserve to be hurt. When you love someone, you want to hurt them, even when they don't deserve to be hurt.

Fake Is that what you are if you choose to improve the basic not perfect you?

Red and raw like my brain, unable to shut down, thoughts crashing like electrons orbiting a nucleus of deuling emotions.

Anger is easier than forgiveness.

So you try to think of someone else you're mad at, and the unavoidable answer pops into your little warped brain: everyone.